I’m all alone in Msc room, waiting for Fros (the receptionist) to allow me the administrator status for the Pcs in the Msc room. It’s quite a slow start for me today. The sunshine did bring up the good mood, and the movie I watched last night “ketika cinta bertasbih” is still in my head. I fell in love with the movie…
The snow fall heavily last night. I found out this morning that it is more colder, cars were slower than usual and the bus I took from Bilthoven was stuck for a moment before it can move. I’m scared to cycle because the cycle path was full with snow and it was more slippery. I just don’t want to injured myself and my precious laptop; especially my laptop, thats my life and all my work is in there.
I’m still in daydreaming of what to do. I wanted the model to run tomorrow, but things had been quite difficult as the deadline approaches. I lost between doing the model, fixing the model and writing. It seems that I just can’t focus in my work. I finished my introduction months ago but when I read it back, it is a disastrous! ;(
Before I could start working, I had glance to every piece of notes in the file, opening my laptop, talked to Paul Dobblar and Fros and later thought of writing a blog to release this agony and stress. I do wanted things to be better. I wanted it to be better.
Ya Allah, I pray for more peace in my head, less agony and less stress, more focus with a neat, good model. SHow me Your guidance. I did everything I can, and I will not retreat until I accomplish this. Ameen.